February 2012
126 posts
my heart hurts for many reasons.
i am going back to sleep.
3 tags
AND MY
HEART
CAVES
IN
WHEN
I LOOK AT YOU
don’t leave me to sleep all alone, may we stay lost on our way home
i don’t know why i don’t listen to the wonder years before work more often. all “i’m not sad anymore” jokes aside, i feel fucking great
nothing will ever be as good as this past year....
i’d swim across lake michigan, i’d sell my shoes. i’d give my body to be back again.
i am perfectly okay with just writing my little heart out tonight. i’d choose this over sleep any day.
the-messenger-of:
I just spent fifty five minutes on the phone with the lovely Alison Catherine.
i am so happy<3 it seriously feels so great when someone completely understands everything you’re saying. so so so so great.
“How am I supposed to ever try to be with someone and want to marry them when I...”
– ct.
Anonymous asked: Alison, you are gorgeous and strong and wonderful for being able to still breathe after the past week. You deserve all the beauty of the world at your fingertips and should be able to smile not because of who you have beside you but because you are one of the few people in this world who are true to themselves anymore. I have no words to really comfort you because I know they'll sound hollow...
if i knew what was wrong, i would tell you. honest, i would tell you.
“having sexual thoughts? not in a relationship? HAVE FUN FUCKING THE DEVIL.”
– ao.
wise men say only fools rush in.
if codi ann’s inbox isn’t filled with nice & sweet & encouraging things by the time she wakes up tomorrow morning, you all will have personally failed me. she is one of the sweetest girls i have ever known and doesn’t deserve to feel one ounce of sad.
my mom made me cheeseburger pizza for dinner tonight, thinking it’d cheer me up. she even put extra cheese on it & got out the ranch dressing.
i think she forgot that was your thing & not mine.
“You’re not. Maybe you are. But if you are, so am I and we are idiots...”
– ct.
pretty sure I just had the scariest moment of my life. needless to say I just backed up 57.8gb worth of photos to an external hard drive where they can’t be harmed. holy shit
being sick & home alone all day means one thing:
kitty photoshootz
k1mkardashian:
weezy, breezy, beautiful
covergirl
officially outta space on my laptop for photos
Anonymous asked: post a picture with your blond hairs
Anonymous asked: I love you. You're fucking beautiful. Inside and out. I need you to know that I truly, honestly mean that. I know we're not as close as we should be, but I want you to know that I'm always going to be here for you because you've been nothing but kind to me. You deserve the world and so much more.
i just want to be in new york already.
i just thought of something
what if we all really do die on december 21st 2012
and then years from now someone from the future comes across my 365 day project blog
and they think i’m some kind of failure for not finishing it
and think i just quit ten days early like a fucking loser
because they have no idea the world ended before
goddamnit
i always look up what my dreams mean, and there is rarely a time when they aren’t spot fucking on. holy shit.
Anonymous asked: I seriously can't believe you two broke up. You too are supposed to be together. If you two can't be together I have absolutely no hope for any couples or love in general.
Anonymous asked: I can't wait til your 365's are happy and joy filled again.
